OKAY...LET ME START MY SECOND POST WITH THIS....THIS IS SOOOOOOOOOOO NOT AS EASY AS YOU WOULD THINK IT SHOULD BE....I HAD ALLLL INTENTIONS OF POSTING SOME PICS IN MY BLOG LIKE I HAVE SEEN ON OTHER PEOPLE'S BLOGS..BUT ALL I HAVE MANAGED TO GET IS A PICTURE OF URBAN AND MY GRANDMA STUCK DOWN AT THE BOTTOM OF MY PAGE...ALTHOUGH, I MUST SAY I ABSOLUTELY LOVVVVE THAT PICTURE...THIS IS MY GRANDMA...SHE IS 89 YEARS OLD AND IS IN A NURSING HOME ABOUT 40 MINUTES FROM WHERE I LIVE...SHE IS PRECIOUS AND IF YOU SAW A PICTURE OF HER NOW (WHICH I WILL POST SOME LATER) YOU WOULD NOT EVEN BELIEVE HOW SHE USE TO BE OR LOOK...WE ARE TALKING ABOUT A WOMAN WHO TAUGHT ME A LOVVVVVVVVVE FOR SHOPPING....OR SHOULD I SAY A PASSION FOR SHOPPING..SHE USE TO TAKE ME EVERYWHERE SHE WENT...SHE IS THE REASON I LOVE THE BEACH AS MUCH AS I DO...MY MEMORIES I HOLD DEAR ARE HER LOVEEEEEEEEEEE FOR DRESSING UP...SHE SHOULD HAVE BEEN A QUEEN IN HER PAST LIFE...SHE USE TO BE ABLE TO OUT SHOP ME ANYDAY OF THE WEEK...ALWAYS WOULD HAVE A MATCHING BRACELET, EARRINGS, RINGS, SCARF, PURSE, SHOES..THE WHOLE NINE YARDS TO ANYTHING SHE WOULD PUT ON...SHE IS THE QUEEN OF A HAT...HAD A HAT TO MATCH EVERYTHING SHE WORE...SHE WOULD WEAR THIS WHOLE ATTIRE JUST OUT TO THE MOVIES OR ON A CAR RIDE SOMEWHERE...IT DIDN'T MATTER...I MISS THIS ABOUT HER AND I KNOW SHE MISSES THIS TO AS SHE LIES IN THAT SAME OLD BED EVERYDAY...SHE USE TO TELL ME SHE WAS GOING TO DIE AND WAS READY TO DIE...THEN I BECAME PREGNANT WITH THE TWINS AND SHE TOLD ME SHE WANTED TO LIVE LONG ENOUGH TO KNOW THAT THE TWINS WERE BORN AND THAT I HAD COME OUT OF MY C-SECTION OKAY...AND THEN ON JUNE 4TH OF THIS YEAR...AFTER ALL THAT HAD BEEN ACCOMPLISHED...SHE DECIDED SHE WOULD LIVE LONG ENOUGH TO BE ABLE TO MEET THE TWINS..WHICH SHE DID AND HAS DONE MANY TIMES SINCE THEN ( AND I MUST ADD THAT MY OTHER TWO CHILDREN HAVE BLUE EYES AND MY GRANDMA HAD A VISION WHILE I WAS PREGNANT THAT MY DAD WAS HOLDING MY TWIN GIRL AND SHE HAD BROWN HAIR AND BROWN EYES...WELL, I MUST SAY..IT IS LOOKING LIKE LONDON IS GOING TO HAVE BROWN HAIR AND BROWN EYES..HOW BAZZAR)...SO NOW WHEN I VISIT HER..SHE WILL MAKE COMMENTS ON HOW SHE WISHES THEY WOULD BE ABLE TO REMEMBER HER ONE DAY...I GUESS THAT IS WHY I AM SOOOOOOOO IN LOVE WITH THE PICTURE OF HER AND URBAN..THE ONE OF HER HOLDING HIS FINGER...(TEARDROP)...I LOVE IT...SO NOW....I AM NOT SURE WHAT IS KEEPING HER ALIVE THESE DAYS...THE LAST I HEARD, IT WAS MY AUNT JODY'S BIRTHDAY WHICH IS IN NOVEMBER THAT SHE HAS DECIDED TO LIVE FOR...AND AFTER THAT, I GUESS IT WILL BE CHRSITMAS..WHATEVER SHE DECIDES IT IS, REALLY DOESN'T MATTER IN THE LONG RUN, AS LONG AS SHE FIGHTS TO HANG ON A LITTLE LONGER...BECAUSE I AM JUST NOT READY TO SAY GOODBYE TO HER...